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[Friday
September 16th, 2005 @ 10:01pm]
Deleting this tomorrow. Think my MySpace will be going soon, too.
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[Friday
September 16th, 2005 @ 6:40am]
Pathetic. Pathetic. Look, double Pathetic.
cmnt

[Thursday
September 15th, 2005 @ 7:03pm]
Yay halloween party with sue and pat <33




mrrf. i think ill be deleting this within the next week.
cmnt

[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005 @ 9:39pm]
Im so sick of talking to you zombies. Please shoot me.
cmnt

[Monday
September 12th, 2005 @ 6:25am]
Idontcare.Idontcare.Idontcare.

I want the government to control my brain.

I want it so I don't have to think.

I want it so I don't have to feel.

CareIdon't.CareIdon't.CareIdon't.


ps: im feeling horribly emo last night and this morning.
cmnt

[Sunday
September 11th, 2005 @ 8:11pm]
people. make me. cry. well. no, i kid. but. im really sad now.

or perhaps just trying not to cry.

WHY THE FUCK ARE THE MESSED UP ONES ALWAYS DRAWN TO ME?

is it because im messed up? im so scared right now.
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[Sunday
September 11th, 2005 @ 3:49pm]
love

Jack!
Chickens!
Toby!
Food!
SueEllen shows up!
tag saling!

finding a powder blue blazer (less than a dollar)
suit shirt thing !
stuff for my two favorite people in the world
3 CDs for $3

SWORD.<33

home!

PS I THINK MY CAT ATE MY FUCKING FERGINAND. NIGGER ASS CAT.

- - -

been trying to be cool ever since high school
cool like the stars and sexy people in bars
the stars will fall they'll line up in the hall
may sound nice, but it's ugly inside
i lost all my pride
taken apart
one more false start
how do you think we're gonna do this time around
you're the queen of sound
been trying to hear something complete
no microtones and no backbeat
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[Friday
September 9th, 2005 @ 11:01pm]
Calvin and katie are fun. :3

family guy is nice<3
cmnt

[Friday
September 9th, 2005 @ 3:09pm]
School on a whole.
My arm hurting
one step closer on out mission to make friends with that girl.
Car ride home.
ROB PEED HIMSELF.
Glitter.
Robs odd obsession
Gym
stuff being out of order on this list.
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[Thursday
September 8th, 2005 @ 7:55pm]
Hidden In Plain View - 20 Below
This puzzled look you stare to me says
"You put me back together"
Her head's down, she waits impatiently
Scattered in my heart, torn up and ripped apart
It's ripped apart..

And I know, I should have known
By the times you looked at me
Brace yourself
Strength finds a place in me

Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want
And don't take this from me
Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want
Don't take this from me now

Wind strong in my face, I'm still staggering through
I'm closer to the ground than I will ever get to you
Dirt deep beneath my fingernails, I'm gripping to the floor
I'm searching through the world, always looking for something more

Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want
Don't take this from me
Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want
Don't take this from me now

And these cold winter nights, without you next to me
It feels like twenty below
Frostbite on my heart
This pain and suffering are feelings that you don't know

Feeling that you don't know

Does it feel like, does it feel like twenty below?

Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want...
cmnt

[Thursday
September 8th, 2005 @ 5:11pm]
Why do I feel like this?


+ school over all, except a bad feeling I got during the middle of the day.
- my bruise hurts a lot, as does my head
cmnt

[Tuesday
September 6th, 2005 @ 6:32am]
Rahwr. School.
cmnt

[Wednesday
August 31st, 2005 @ 2:38pm]
The most interesting thing I did today.. was make a straw out of tinfoil. LOLZz!!

omgz nd 17 wuz so0o0o0o0o k3wl. 1 4m lyk awesum!111!eleven!!~
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[Tuesday
August 30th, 2005 @ 8:08pm]
In this life like weeds, you're a rock to me
All this talkin' all the time and the air fills up, up, up
Until there's nothin' left to breathe
And you think you feel most everything
And we know that our hearts are just made out of strings
To be pulled, strings to be pulled
So you think you've figured out everything
But we know that our minds are just made out of strings
To be pulled, strings to be pulled
All this talkin' all the time and the air fills up, up, up
Until there's nothing left to breathe
Up until there's nothin' left to speak.
Up until the better parts of space
cmnt

[Monday
August 29th, 2005 @ 8:14pm]
Katies was lots of fun.

I think my kitty has a chance of dying. It got hit in the face by a car or /something/. I cant even look at it now.
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[Saturday
August 27th, 2005 @ 12:11pm]
Schedule bitches.

Day 1 Day 2
period 1 Art Workshop H
Sanders
116
SAME
period 2 English 11 H
Eure
215
SAME
period 3 US Hist Gvt H
Wood
205
SAME
period 4 Chemistry R
Kilroy
260
SAME
period 5 SAME PE 11-12
PE.G.
period 6 Lunch lunch
period 7 Math b2/b3
Kerrigan
167
SAME
period 8 Child Dev.
Van Name
101
SAME
period 9 SAME SAME
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[Wednesday
August 24th, 2005 @ 8:02pm]
Stupid fucking layout that wont work.
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[Tuesday
August 23rd, 2005 @ 8:13pm]
Mall was tons of fun.

but i think I just got the biggest let down ever.

After ALL this waiting and me getting my hopes up.

my dad said no. Like. my mom led me to believe it would be okay.

thanks mom
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[Thursday
August 18th, 2005 @ 11:53am]
My mom called the school about schedules. Cause my family is cool like that.

They aren't even coming out til sometime next week. ghey.
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[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005 @ 1:44pm]
and on further note..

ive realized. lots of things, near little things.

what do i get out of all this? nothing, something? a little, a lot? something to cherish? something to disown?

life plays funny tricks on the mind, doesnt it?
cmnt

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